There comes a time when you start to forget what you started doing, where you were headed to, when you agreed to get something done...
Does this make it easier to forget the wrongs done to you? Nope. The details maybe but not the feelings. I forget what i said, but not what you did.
Will spilling here help me to let go? I want to. I want to move on. I acknowledge what we have and what it won't become. I know that happiness for me involves more than what's offered. I want more for you. You deserve happiness as well, but you're the only one that can decide if you will obtain it.
So, knowing this, why is it we all hang on to it. It doesn't comfort. It doesn't.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
February!
This has been a crazy year so far...its hard to believe that time is already flying.
Haven't been here in a while...so i set myself (yet) another goal...but this one isn't hard.
Write once a month. That's only 12 times a year.
It wont be pretty (this year).
It may not have any pictures (gonna try to do a few just to learn how to incorporate).
It doesn't have to mean anything to anyone but me. (That's why i'm doing it anyways.)
So...this is Feb.
I'm taking classes.
I'm training for a 10k and gonna run a 5k under 38min along the way.
Thinking about a new-to-me car...one that fits what i think i'm looking for next was recently said to be available...
More shuffling at work. Maybe i'll shuffle off somewhere else.
Everything is uncertain and that's just life.
Change is constant.
Haven't been here in a while...so i set myself (yet) another goal...but this one isn't hard.
Write once a month. That's only 12 times a year.
It wont be pretty (this year).
It may not have any pictures (gonna try to do a few just to learn how to incorporate).
It doesn't have to mean anything to anyone but me. (That's why i'm doing it anyways.)
So...this is Feb.
I'm taking classes.
I'm training for a 10k and gonna run a 5k under 38min along the way.
Thinking about a new-to-me car...one that fits what i think i'm looking for next was recently said to be available...
More shuffling at work. Maybe i'll shuffle off somewhere else.
Everything is uncertain and that's just life.
Change is constant.
Monday, December 31, 2012
NYE 2012
New Years Eve
Not sure what the new year will bring, Psyching myself up to face it and all of the changes that my choices will bring. Scared. But anxious and ready for motion. Staying motivated is going to be difficult. It's always been that way.
Resolutions
1. Work on patience
Goals
1. Run a 10k
2. Restart a regular yoga practice
3. Make a step forward in my career
That's enough to focus on.
Not sure what the new year will bring, Psyching myself up to face it and all of the changes that my choices will bring. Scared. But anxious and ready for motion. Staying motivated is going to be difficult. It's always been that way.
Resolutions
1. Work on patience
Goals
1. Run a 10k
2. Restart a regular yoga practice
3. Make a step forward in my career
That's enough to focus on.
Friday, April 20, 2012
me...now...
just rememebered this place.
was supposed to be a place to try things.
forgot about trying.
ready to start again.
randomness will be coming this way.
i hope.
was supposed to be a place to try things.
forgot about trying.
ready to start again.
randomness will be coming this way.
i hope.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Gotta post, gotta post
Well, just a quick note to myself...
you haven't added a thing since the first day...quit watching TV and get to work in the office! :)
you haven't added a thing since the first day...quit watching TV and get to work in the office! :)
Friday, January 29, 2010
Baking Bread
So 'they' closed the plant and sent us home due to bad weather which turns out to have been mostly gentle rain...oh well, nothing like starting the weekend early and getting paid without taking time off!! I caught up on some dvr'd shows and then felt like a lay-a-bout and started the dishes and laundry. The next step was to wash the dogs, but i came up with the brilliant idea of baking a loaf of bread for dinner (not with dinner, but for dinner) as a form of procrastination. Plenty of flour, yeast...no problem...that is until i didn't read my recipe right and used two packs of yeast and not just one...no problem...i'll just double the recipe. Hmmmm...lots of little mishaps...and now it's rising so to double in size.
What to do next...(not wash the dogs)...go start the blog you've told yourself again and again that you would. Okay, so here it is. It's not pretty yet. There'll be no pictures of the baking process/chaos this time, but i hope to in the future.
Time to post and take a look!
What to do next...(not wash the dogs)...go start the blog you've told yourself again and again that you would. Okay, so here it is. It's not pretty yet. There'll be no pictures of the baking process/chaos this time, but i hope to in the future.
Time to post and take a look!
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Sunday, February 24, 2013
O to be forgotten...
There comes a time when you start to forget what you started doing, where you were headed to, when you agreed to get something done...
Does this make it easier to forget the wrongs done to you? Nope. The details maybe but not the feelings. I forget what i said, but not what you did.
Will spilling here help me to let go? I want to. I want to move on. I acknowledge what we have and what it won't become. I know that happiness for me involves more than what's offered. I want more for you. You deserve happiness as well, but you're the only one that can decide if you will obtain it.
So, knowing this, why is it we all hang on to it. It doesn't comfort. It doesn't.
Does this make it easier to forget the wrongs done to you? Nope. The details maybe but not the feelings. I forget what i said, but not what you did.
Will spilling here help me to let go? I want to. I want to move on. I acknowledge what we have and what it won't become. I know that happiness for me involves more than what's offered. I want more for you. You deserve happiness as well, but you're the only one that can decide if you will obtain it.
So, knowing this, why is it we all hang on to it. It doesn't comfort. It doesn't.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
February!
This has been a crazy year so far...its hard to believe that time is already flying.
Haven't been here in a while...so i set myself (yet) another goal...but this one isn't hard.
Write once a month. That's only 12 times a year.
It wont be pretty (this year).
It may not have any pictures (gonna try to do a few just to learn how to incorporate).
It doesn't have to mean anything to anyone but me. (That's why i'm doing it anyways.)
So...this is Feb.
I'm taking classes.
I'm training for a 10k and gonna run a 5k under 38min along the way.
Thinking about a new-to-me car...one that fits what i think i'm looking for next was recently said to be available...
More shuffling at work. Maybe i'll shuffle off somewhere else.
Everything is uncertain and that's just life.
Change is constant.
Haven't been here in a while...so i set myself (yet) another goal...but this one isn't hard.
Write once a month. That's only 12 times a year.
It wont be pretty (this year).
It may not have any pictures (gonna try to do a few just to learn how to incorporate).
It doesn't have to mean anything to anyone but me. (That's why i'm doing it anyways.)
So...this is Feb.
I'm taking classes.
I'm training for a 10k and gonna run a 5k under 38min along the way.
Thinking about a new-to-me car...one that fits what i think i'm looking for next was recently said to be available...
More shuffling at work. Maybe i'll shuffle off somewhere else.
Everything is uncertain and that's just life.
Change is constant.
Monday, December 31, 2012
NYE 2012
New Years Eve
Not sure what the new year will bring, Psyching myself up to face it and all of the changes that my choices will bring. Scared. But anxious and ready for motion. Staying motivated is going to be difficult. It's always been that way.
Resolutions
1. Work on patience
Goals
1. Run a 10k
2. Restart a regular yoga practice
3. Make a step forward in my career
That's enough to focus on.
Not sure what the new year will bring, Psyching myself up to face it and all of the changes that my choices will bring. Scared. But anxious and ready for motion. Staying motivated is going to be difficult. It's always been that way.
Resolutions
1. Work on patience
Goals
1. Run a 10k
2. Restart a regular yoga practice
3. Make a step forward in my career
That's enough to focus on.
Friday, April 20, 2012
me...now...
just rememebered this place.
was supposed to be a place to try things.
forgot about trying.
ready to start again.
randomness will be coming this way.
i hope.
was supposed to be a place to try things.
forgot about trying.
ready to start again.
randomness will be coming this way.
i hope.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Gotta post, gotta post
Well, just a quick note to myself...
you haven't added a thing since the first day...quit watching TV and get to work in the office! :)
you haven't added a thing since the first day...quit watching TV and get to work in the office! :)
Friday, January 29, 2010
Baking Bread
So 'they' closed the plant and sent us home due to bad weather which turns out to have been mostly gentle rain...oh well, nothing like starting the weekend early and getting paid without taking time off!! I caught up on some dvr'd shows and then felt like a lay-a-bout and started the dishes and laundry. The next step was to wash the dogs, but i came up with the brilliant idea of baking a loaf of bread for dinner (not with dinner, but for dinner) as a form of procrastination. Plenty of flour, yeast...no problem...that is until i didn't read my recipe right and used two packs of yeast and not just one...no problem...i'll just double the recipe. Hmmmm...lots of little mishaps...and now it's rising so to double in size.
What to do next...(not wash the dogs)...go start the blog you've told yourself again and again that you would. Okay, so here it is. It's not pretty yet. There'll be no pictures of the baking process/chaos this time, but i hope to in the future.
Time to post and take a look!
What to do next...(not wash the dogs)...go start the blog you've told yourself again and again that you would. Okay, so here it is. It's not pretty yet. There'll be no pictures of the baking process/chaos this time, but i hope to in the future.
Time to post and take a look!
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